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【向HAPPY365致敬】陌生人的善良
一首歌,一部电影和一个陌生人的故事 内个杀,介得打哪开始内? 那揍从俺老师开始吧... 引子 无论从任何角度来说,俺老师都是一个智慧的人. 老人家知识渊博,熟读古史,识星相。古昔腊神学,沙士比亚戏剧,文艺复兴雕塑与绘画,印象派,野兽派,立体主义五一不精。亚力士夺得,怕累图,糠登,巴赫,黑割耳,书笨猾,洼革衲,你猜,洒特,马克思,勒宁,撕大楞,慈喜, 毛泽东,高岗与要熟识,林彪,江青,红色高眠,金正日,IBM,INTEL,给慈, 瞧不私,无证,养懒, 唐俊, 李泽厚,李言街,鱼求雨,季羡林,潭盾,刘锁拉,费文利,JLO,LAdy GAGA 糖母客轮四,周润发,部落颂,卡帕,唐师曾和卡炸飞都熟。 单从外表上看俺老师IS DOING THE WAY BETTER THAN HIS AGE。第一次见到他老人家是在上厕所的路上。在俺即将打开内扇隔着臭气的门时,俺老师奇迹般的出现了.老人家笑的若一味35岁的少年: "俺是这村里新来的仍儿,请多关照。。。" "小伙子真有礼貌。。"俺心里念捣着,不由得的对俺老师油料好感.. 后来就听一位智商奇高的小子说,俺老师其实是卡城名角儿. 尽管笑的若一味35岁的少年,老人家其实比俺年长。当俺颤抖着打开华峰查看老人家作品时,俺登时呆若目击鸟。高!高!!高!!!当下俺咬咬牙,发誓不择手段,一定要让俺老师成为俺老师。 和俺老师交往的这一阵子, 俺认识到无论从任何角度来说,俺老师都是一个善良的人.有一阵子俺学习特刻苦,为补交作业总是夜里12点出门。尽管俺交的作业素质极差,老人家楞是忍着没说,一个劲儿的连夸好好好!!一次酒足饭饱后老人家实在是忍不住了:"内个谁呀,你看人家野X和富XX的东西多好呀,杂你的东西还是糊滴呐?平时不好意思说,怕伤了你的自尊心。。。" 但是后来终于有一天俺老师动真气了。可把俺给吓着了。 "杂?生气去贝,这世道,谁怕谁?" 您劝. 您可表忽悠,这回。您不知道呀,如果要是您和我来劲俺真可以不抄理您。但是智商奇高的您不想想: 一个无论从任何角度来说都是智慧的和善良的人无论从任何角度来说都是不会平白无辜的生气地。 "内个谁,内个杀,你得克服身上的娇骄二气,瞅瞅你,最近写的是什么破玩意儿呀??你总是脚着自个儿高明是吧?谁逮见你呀?回去好好反省,写出点真正劳动人民的东西来!!站在这干吗?要撒家管饭不成?还不退下。。。。" 俺被老师训斥的狗血喷头,丢尽俺所谓诗人的傲骨和尊严(注:此句版权归黄协). 内个杀, 成成成成,您骂吧,算您狠!!俺非得写个东西出来,让广大劳动人民都说好!!俺要用心写,这回, 并且坚决不提型而上。。。 (To be Continued) |
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Are we stronger than we believe? 一首歌: Narrow daylight 来来来,我把你的杯子斟满,你要把我当兄弟就把它一口干下。请你直直的盯着我的眼睛,我要确信你那深深的瞳孔底处是否还有那一泓物质叫诚实。然后你告诉我: 是否有一段日子叫铭心刻骨? 是否有一种爱情叫伤心?是否有一种朋友叫背叛?是否有一种亲情叫遗弃?是否有一种幸福叫痛苦? 是否有一种生存叫压力? 在你把第二杯喝下的时候,请你诚实地告诉我: 是否还有一种软弱叫坚强? 是否还有一种温柔叫善良? 2004年的早春时节,ALBERTA北方的城市EDMENTON依然被冰雪覆盖,一切都是白色,包括我正在开着的那辆94年白色的FORD ESCORT。上午,下午?时间在记忆里已混沌不清 -- 所幸已不重要。天气阴冷已有好些天,此刻一线阳光从左方树梢75度射下来,让我有些目眩, 但我一点也不讨厌它,并且心中早已有一只小手伸出来牢牢抓紧它。它是此刻这个世界唯一让我感动的东西。我不想弄丢它.我害怕弄丢它就会弄丢了生命的意义。 这时候收音机里音乐响起,一个女声幽幽地唱。 Narrow daylight entered my room Shining hours were brief Winter is over Summer is near Are we stronger than we believe? I walked through halls of reputation Among the infamous too As the camera clings to the common thread Beyond all vanity Into a gaze to shoot you through Is the kindness we count upon Hidden in everyone? I stepped out in a sunlit groove Although deep down I wished it would rain Washing away all the sadness and tears That will never fall so heavily again Is the kindness we count upon Hidden in everyone I stood there in the salt spray air Felt the wind sweeping over my face Ran up through the rocks to the old wooden cross It's a place where I can find some peace Narrow daylight entered my room Shining hours were brief Winter is over Summer is near Are we stronger than we believe? Diana Krall毛刺感十足的歌喉此刻其实如天鹅绒般光滑,如泣如诉,应答着我的心情。歌声使这一切化为一个近乎完美的超现实演绎。前方那束光芒令我目眩也令我感动,它是歌里的Narrow daylight,短促却带给我希望。 ‘Are we stronger than we believe?......” Diana Krall在唱… "孩子,坚强些。。。"临行时我拥抱着父亲。他渐渐佝偻的背脊骨感十足逃不过我手心的触觉。那种生离死别的感觉让我心碎。老人感到我的颤抖,安慰着我。。。。。。 那一年我被国内的单位第二次除名。 ”Is the kindness we count upon Hidden in everyone?” Diana Krall依然在唱… 这白色的宇宙中这个白色的星球,这白色的国度里这座白色的城池。在那白色的街道上穿梭着白色的车辆。白色的人群啊,是什么让你们如此匆忙?在这里我是一个陌生人。你们会象那位孱弱的老人家一样鼓励我坚强些吗?我所指望的那一分陌生人的善良,依然深藏在你们的心坎里吗? (To be Continued) 此帖于 Mar 24th, 2011 19:54 被 ENIGMA+ 编辑。 |
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"I've always depended on the kindness of strangers" 一部电影: 欲望号街车 圣人领我到河边,他指着波光鳞鳞的河面:"小子,你来看!!" "诶诶,俺看着呐。。。"俺点头哈腰。 "你看到什么?" "水,水,水。。。。。好多的水。" "知道为什么好多的水吗?" "不知道。" "因为这是一条河,笨蛋!" "是是是。。。"俺吐了一下舌头,俺够笨。 "如果你早晨起来跑到这河里抓黄花鱼,"圣人接着说,"晚上你又跑回河里来洗澡,请问早上的河和晚上的河一样吗?" "不一样!" "为什么?"圣人目光饳饳逼人。 "黄花鱼在早上被我逮完了!" "答的好!!" 圣人听起来好兴奋:"是的,人不可以两次踏入同一条河流。" "哇,诗意!!"俺大叫!! "那末从这句话你得出什么结论?"圣人问。 "逮黄花鱼一定要在早上!!" "东瓜!!"圣人脸色不屑,"这说明世间万物都是运动,变化的,唯一不变的是变化的本身。变化在历史的进程中代表着进步,代表着革命。谁不顺应潮流就要被淘汰,被粉碎, 被大浪淘沙!!" "。。。。。。?????!!!!!" "面对这没日没夜变化着的世界,"圣人接着启发我,"为了不被淘汰,我们该怎么办?" 俺沉默了半晌,咬着后槽牙狠狠地说:"以不变应万变!!" "唉!"圣人大叹一口气。"俺老黑只研究哲学,不是南海观世音。小子,既然你心意已绝,从此你好自为之吧!!" 我骨子里是一个很守旧的人,所以提到好莱屋,我坚持女星只有一个费文丽. 大部分人知道费文丽演过乱世佳人,并且演的很出色。但她还有一部电影演的更出色,就是那部欲望号街车。 这是一个关于守旧女人被现实宰割的故事。 Blanche是一位来自南方小城的半老徐娘, 她风尘仆仆地来到一个叫新奥而良的大城市。她来到这里做什么? 是逃避也是开拓。然而在宿命里一切仿佛都是徒劳, 命中注定她的终结者一个叫STANLEY的男人在这里等待她。命运总是在开残忍的玩笑: Blanche自以为是听从心灵召唤疾行在路上并寻找着希望,而实际上她却是走向一条无药可救的自我毁灭之路。这一切的根源竟然是欲望。 人类的进化缓慢跟不上科学的步伐。我们可上九天揽月,可下五洋捉鳖。可我们依然在不该害怕时害怕,在不该打嗝时打嗝。我们依然有时不识时务,固守着自己的价值观。Blanche是旧文化的代表,在新环境里她变的无所适从。她矫揉造作,使人生厌, 活在幻梦里。直到有一天她被象征着现代和进步的STANLEY所强暴,身体上地而且心智上地。于是她彻底的垮了。。。 当她从这昏橛中醒来,对着带她离开的医生,她说出了好莱屋电影所造就的著名的一句话:"I've always depended on the kindness of strangers"。(我永远都在信赖着陌生人的善良.) 我可爱的兄弟,请你告诉我,人是什么,生命是什么?人只不过是命运手中的一把沙砾,被他不经意的撒在空中,于是生命就成了一星烛火,在风中摇曳。你于是问我在风雨来临时,我会依靠在那个肩膀? 告诉过你我骨子里是一个很守旧的人,我总是以不变应万变, 所以我别无选择, 我永远都在信赖着陌生人的善良. Candle in the wind Elton John Goodbye Norma Jean Though I never knew you at all You had the grace to hold yourself While those around you crawled They crawled out of the woodwork And they whispered into your brain They set you on the treadmill And they made you change your name chorus And it seems to me you lived your life Like a candle in the wind Never knowing who to cling to When the rain set in And I would have liked to have known you But I was just a kid Your candle burned out long before Your legend ever did Loneliness was tough The toughest role you ever played Hollywood created a superstar And pain was the price you paid Even when you died Oh the press still hounded you All the papers had to say Was that Marilyn was found in the nude [repeat chorus] Goodbye Norma Jean Though I never knew you at all You had the grace to hold yourself While those around you crawled Goodbye Norma Jean From the young man in the 22nd row Who sees you as something more than sexual More than just our Marilyn Monroe @LV (To be Continued) 此帖于 Mar 28th, 2011 22:05 被 ENIGMA+ 编辑。 |
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末世情怀--一个陌生人的故事(1/2) 至少,在这个故事发生的时候,ENIGMA+(好好的ID,咋大家都管它叫马甲?)对于HAPPY365来讲是一个陌生人。 在末世里我们更需要陌生人的善良。 2012年的传说如达摩克利斯头上的剑。 这一个概念给我们平凡的日子凭添了一种吊诡的末世情绪。 这阵子突然就又是海啸,又是地震,又是核泄漏的。末世?还真是很有那末点意思。 我们苦心经营的地球开始顶不住劲了,于是大家纷纷盘算着该如何抛弃它。 据说那艘著名的诺亚方舟停靠在西藏的某个山洞里,有人已开始兜售船票。坛子里还有一个名唤老X的家伙居然公开声称情愿将船票送人。只是像我这样的平头百姓即使是白得了那张船票,没有内线情报恐怕还是不得其门而入。。。。。。 "我病了,上船会连累大家,我不走了,我要留下陪着地球."HAPPY365说。 兄弟, 你既然让我感动,那末我就也让你感动一把: "那我也不走了,留下来和你一起陪地球,然后我要把我们的酒杯满上。那个啥,翠花,上酸菜!!!"ENIGMA+说。 人家只道是我这个人仗义,其实心里我在想:都瞎忙活啥?咋都忘了和善良的人呆在一起最安全? 再见吧,朋友,这天下没有不散的宴席。。 "Closing Time" LEONARD COHEN Ah we're drinking and we're dancing and the band is really happening and the Johnny Walker wisdom running high And my very sweet companion she's the Angel of Compassion she's rubbing half the world against her thigh And every drinker every dancer lifts a happy face to thank her the fiddler fiddles something so sublime all the women tear their blouses off and the men they dance on the polka-dots and it's partner found, it's partner lost and it's hell to pay when the fiddler stops: it's CLOSING TIME Yeah the women tear their blouses off and the men they dance on the polka-dots and it's partner found, it's partner lost and it's hell to pay when the fiddler stops: it's CLOSING TIME Ah we're lonely, we're romantic and the cider's laced with acid and the Holy Spirit's crying, "Where's the beef?" And the moon is swimming naked and the summer night is fragrant with a mighty expectation of relief So we struggle and we stagger down the snakes and up the ladder to the tower where the blessed hours chime and I swear it happened just like this: a sigh, a cry, a hungry kiss the Gates of Love they budged an inch I can't say much has happened since but CLOSING TIME I swear it happened just like this: a sigh, a cry, a hungry kiss the Gates of Love they budged an inch I can't say much has happened since CLOSING TIME I loved you for your beauty but that doesn't make a fool of me: you were in it for your beauty too and I loved you for your body there's a voice that sounds like God to me declaring, declaring, declaring that your body's really you And I loved you when our love was blessed and I love you now there's nothing left but sorrow and a sense of overtime and I missed you since the place got wrecked And I just don't care what happens next looks like freedom but it feels like death it's something in between, I guess it's CLOSING TIME Yeah I missed you since the place got wrecked By the winds of change and the weeds of sex looks like freedom but it feels like death it's something in between, I guess it's CLOSING TIME Yeah we're drinking and we're dancing but there's nothing really happening and the place is dead as Heaven on a Saturday night And my very close companion gets me fumbling gets me laughing she's a hundred but she's wearing something tight and I lift my glass to the Awful Truth which you can't reveal to the Ears of Youth except to say it isn't worth a dime And the whole damn place goes crazy twice and it's once for the devil and once for Christ but the Boss don't like these dizzy heights we're busted in the blinding lights, busted in the blinding lights of CLOSING TIME The whole damn place goes crazy twice and it's once for the devil and once for Christ but the Boss don't like these dizzy heights we're busted in the blinding lights, busted in the blinding lights of CLOSING TIME Oh the women tear their blouses off and the men they dance on the polka-dots It's CLOSING TIME And it's partner found, it's partner lost and it's hell to pay when the fiddler stops It's CLOSING TIME I swear it happened just like this: a sigh, a cry, a hungry kiss It's CLOSING TIME The Gates of Love they budged an inch I can't say much has happened since But CLOSING TIME I loved you when our love was blessed I love you now there's nothing left But CLOSING TIME I miss you since the place got wrecked By the winds of change and the weeds of sex. |
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末世情怀--一个陌生人的故事(2/2) 几个星期前我在这个坛子里贴了一个叫"寂寞"的水贴。当时不过是想试一下YOUTUBE如何贴,但总得弄上几个文字吧? 心中正好有一首小诗,便顺道贴上.我整得特无厘头,诗又不怎么样,没人理我一点都不诧异。 贴子大概贴出来五,六天之后吧, HAPPY365在贴子后面默默地致上了谢意。。 诗不怎么样,问题是这首诗我写得十分辛苦,那是一篇关于海子的诗《姐姐,今夜我在德令哈》的观后感。我是一个有严重移情倾向的人,那首诗里透出的寂寞感将我彻底征服,我无地自容,浸淫在里面怎么都出不来,三天后写成这首小诗, 个中挣扎言不尽意。 看到HAPPY365名字的一刹那我感动得不知所措,好像突然有人在我的脊背上轻轻的拍了一下:"兄弟,辛苦啦。。" 什么鸟诗,什么鸟寂寞,通通都不重要,HAPPY365的名字最重要: 我所怀疑的是否存在的陌生人的善良,它正静寂的藏在普通人的心上。 张爱玲说过:“个人即使来得及,时代是仓促的,已经在破坏中,还有更大的破坏要来。有一天我们的文明,不论升华还是浮华,都要成为过去。如果我最常用的字是‘荒凉’,那是因为思想背景里有这惘惘的威胁。” 张爱玲 100%地是一个才女,只不过是一个不幸的旧式才女。社会的进步逼迫着她,使她缺乏安全感,所以她的小说中充满了末世感。 "这世上最靠不住的东西就是人。"她不相信人类,自然不会相信所谓陌生人的善良。 这位说过出名要趁早的传奇女子75岁那年客死在加州韦斯特伍德市罗彻斯特大道的公寓的地板上,大家发现时,不知过了多少天。 尽管她写过倾城之恋, 她在小说中告诉过你什么是地老天荒, 但她不相信爱。她致死也不明白:不相信善良,不相信爱,我们都是亡命之徒。 而我知道我将会颐老天年, 死得其所。 这个星球有着像HAPPY365这样的陌生人, 而我永远都在信赖着陌生人的善良. (全文完) |
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